So there, we met and talk a bit.. That scene was very awkward.. I swear if I had to do it all again i would definitely skip that part.. I'm not so good with confrontation.. i am very emotional and such a cry baby.. But i guess my love for my family gave me the strength to go over it..
Girl told me that she did not plan for it to happen, she just woke up one day and the affair was there already, that she was inlove with husband.. Said she tried so hard to resist temptation but she was too deeply involved already.. I asked her when it all started, when did the cheating started exactly? Girl said she really cannot recall.. she by the way has a long time boyfriend of 10 years.. it's quite confusing since the boyfriend was with her just the last summer (coming home every 10 months, a Mariner..) the affair could have started a few months after or maybe even before the boyfriend came home..
I asked her to go away.. no! i actually begged her to stay away from my husband.. i begged her to stay away from my family.. that she does not need my husband but my child and i do! that she would have a better life with another man that could marry her and that man is not my husband! i hated myself for doing that but it was the only thing i could do to keep my family, to save my marriage. i had to beg my enemy to stay away...
Girl promised that she'll go and not see husband ever again, that she knows she's the homewrecker and that she should be the one to leave...she even said that she'll asked husband not to leave us, whew!
Deep in my heart i know i couldn't trust her nor believe in her but i was hoping against hope that she was going to do as she had promised.. that the friend in her would actually do the right thing..
after that night i never saw her again, nor heard of her again but ofcourse it was not the end of her for she had continued to haunt my thoughts and she would be in my bad dreams during the darkest nights of my life...
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